The Pool Boy's Beatitude
by DJ Swykert
Genre: Contemporary Literary Fiction / Romance
Jack Joseph understands physics. He understands the nature of quarks, leptons, dark matter and the desire to find the God particle. What Jack doesnāt understand is Jack. He has a Masters degree in particle physics, an ex-wife, a sugar mama into spanking, a passion for cooking and chronic dependencies he needs to feed. He cleans pools to maintain this chaotic lifestyle. Spinning about in a Large Hadron Collider of his own making, facing a jail term, the particle known as Jack is about to collide with a particle known as Sarah.
The Pool Boyās Beatitude convincingly portrays a life of romance, addiction, and entropy, filled with the temptations of drink, drugs, and sex, broken with the miseries of ruined relationships, and balanced on the needle of false hope. Somehow through it, all the story is hopeful, positive, humorous and oddly enticing. The question is not so much will Jack survive as how will he survive, because surely, behind all this science, there has to be a truth worth living for. A thinking readers' romance novel, The Pool Boyās Beatitude creates a character you long to hate and makes you love him.
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Excerpt:
I stepped inside and Rosemary flipped the door shut. As I turned around I found myself being embraced. I could smell the Amaretto on her breath, her favorite drink. She probably hadnāt been up long but Iām guessing was already into a second glass. Rosemary was a very comely forty plus woman, age and brassiere size being an approximate match. She leaned further into my face and I added the taste of the Amaretto to my sensual perceptions as she kissed me, with tongue. āIāve been thinking about you all morning,ā she said.
āYou havenāt been up all morning.ā
āOkay, so it was late morning, maybe afternoon,ā Rosemary said, without slipping out of the embrace. āBut I am glad to see you, and I have been thinking about you since I got up.ā
āIām going to need you to open the gate,ā I said, not sure, even with my liquid lunch settled in my stomach, if I was quite ready for a bout with Rosemary.
āItās early afternoon, Ben wonāt be home for hours.ā
āI donāt need Ben to help me with the pool.ā
āSmart ass.ā
I smirked. āYeah, I am.ā
āDo you love me?ā
I scrunched up my nose and without angst told her, āLove is for your husband, lust is for us. And donāt think lust canāt be a thing of beauty, because it can be. It can be better than love. You love your children, your grandchildren, your dog, the cat, your
husband, your house, but you lust for me and I lust for you. And truthfully, Iād much rather have your lust than your love, itās a lot more fun.ā
Rosemary let go of me and stepped back an inch or two. āYou mean you donāt love me? Not even a little? I know you feel something for me. You keep coming back to me. And I know how I feel about you. Couldnāt this be love?ā
I smirked. āIt could be, if there is such a thing.ā
āI believe in love. I donāt want to just get off,ā she said. But then gave me a sly smile and winked. āBut I do want to get off, too, and bad, very bad.ā
Here I was again, standing at the threshold. I could step forward into the pleasure that surely I would feel with Rosemary. She was attractive and energetic. If sex was an Olympic event sheād have a trophy case full of gold medals. Iāve already broken one promise today, my liquid lunch with Jim at the Frog Lounge. One part of me said, you didnāt promise her youād be faithful, just straight, and youāve already broken that promise, whatās one more? On the other hand, just because I made one tiny slip doesnāt mean I should jump face first into a black hole of broken promises.
I was taught I have free will. I was born not by my own choosing, but by anotherās. I am issued the qualities of my being, my looks, physicality and brains, by someone the church said lives beyond the clouds. I am not a being of my own choosing, but am free to make choices for myself. I choose to believe life has but one outcome, eternal dark; nothingness, you canāt bring anything of this life into the next life because there isnāt one. This fatalism makes me invincible, indestructible, as there is nothing to fear in life as it is only temporary and uncertain. Believing this is the key to my freedom, my independence from rules, from laws, particularly those of men.
I looked at Rosemary, beautiful, wanting, and I gave into her needs, and my own. The lovemaking was ferocious. We clung to one another and embraced and clenched each otherās bodies and nerve endings into the paradise of this unknown god, for if he created a paradise it was here on earth, and was within the body of this loving woman. We are good together; we blend together like entangled particles, inseparable for this moment. We both screamed a little when our own Big Bang occurred.
āYou sure you donāt love me, just a little?ā Rosemary asked, strumming the dark hairs on my stomach with her finger. āThat was very special for me. That wasnāt sex.ā
āItās not sex, Rosemary, itās fucking. Iāll give you that much. And there is a difference. You have sex with a cold unresponsive wife, or a hooker, or your best boy, with a surrogate to make children or whatever else youāre into, but fucking, well, you fuck someone you have passion for. I have passion for you. But I donāt love you.ā
Rosemary laid her head on my chest and continued to twirl her finger on my stomach.
āWell, that wasnāt sex, or fucking, when you come that hard itās love, thatās my definition. Iāve had plenty of sex, fucking, Iām older than you. But Iāve never come that hard, or that fast. That makes it special. And love is special, Jack. Itās something special between two people. I donāt mind that you donāt feel you love me, but I mind that you donāt believe there is such a thing as love, because there is, and someday you will believe
in it.ā
She is trying to convince me with logic, prove her love theorem using her intelligence. For some reason I found this adorable, touching, likeable, and I found in a small way it changed my feeling towards Rosemary a little, made it better, better than it was with my wife Elle. But then Rosemary and I were more alike than Elle and me. With Elle it was always her head and her looks, with Rosemary it has never been anything but, well, fucking. It was better than just sex, but was only fucking. āIt can be whatever you want it to be, Rosemary,ā I said, kissing the top of her head. āYou want love, it can be love. But donāt ask me what it is. Just let it be whatever it feels like to you, and if it feels like love, then it is. Everything in the universe is only a perception. How it looks or feels to you is how it is. I believe in separate realities, separate and distinct realities exist for everyone, thatās what is real.ā
Rosemary lifted her head up and gave me a screwy look. āI have no idea what all thatās about. I know what I feel--itās simple, itās easy, itās natural. It comes to me as easy as breathing. How much did you have to drink before you got here?ā
āNot enough.ā
āLet me get you one, then,ā Rosemary said, and bounced up off the bed.
āIāve got to get going.ā
āWhere?ā
She made me think: yeah, where? Elle wasnāt home. I was done for the day. And there was plenty of free bourbon at Rosemaryās.
āMy husband wonāt be home for hours. Letās party a little. Cāmon, pool man, pool boy, physicist, hang out for a while and explain the stars to me.ā
āBourbon, big glass, no ice.ā
I stepped inside and Rosemary flipped the door shut. As I turned around I found myself being embraced. I could smell the Amaretto on her breath, her favorite drink. She probably hadnāt been up long but Iām guessing was already into a second glass. Rosemary was a very comely forty plus woman, age and brassiere size being an approximate match. She leaned further into my face and I added the taste of the Amaretto to my sensual perceptions as she kissed me, with tongue. āIāve been thinking about you all morning,ā she said.
āYou havenāt been up all morning.ā
āOkay, so it was late morning, maybe afternoon,ā Rosemary said, without slipping out of the embrace. āBut I am glad to see you, and I have been thinking about you since I got up.ā
āIām going to need you to open the gate,ā I said, not sure, even with my liquid lunch settled in my stomach, if I was quite ready for a bout with Rosemary.
āItās early afternoon, Ben wonāt be home for hours.ā
āI donāt need Ben to help me with the pool.ā
āSmart ass.ā
I smirked. āYeah, I am.ā
āDo you love me?ā
I scrunched up my nose and without angst told her, āLove is for your husband, lust is for us. And donāt think lust canāt be a thing of beauty, because it can be. It can be better than love. You love your children, your grandchildren, your dog, the cat, your
husband, your house, but you lust for me and I lust for you. And truthfully, Iād much rather have your lust than your love, itās a lot more fun.ā
Rosemary let go of me and stepped back an inch or two. āYou mean you donāt love me? Not even a little? I know you feel something for me. You keep coming back to me. And I know how I feel about you. Couldnāt this be love?ā
I smirked. āIt could be, if there is such a thing.ā
āI believe in love. I donāt want to just get off,ā she said. But then gave me a sly smile and winked. āBut I do want to get off, too, and bad, very bad.ā
Here I was again, standing at the threshold. I could step forward into the pleasure that surely I would feel with Rosemary. She was attractive and energetic. If sex was an Olympic event sheād have a trophy case full of gold medals. Iāve already broken one promise today, my liquid lunch with Jim at the Frog Lounge. One part of me said, you didnāt promise her youād be faithful, just straight, and youāve already broken that promise, whatās one more? On the other hand, just because I made one tiny slip doesnāt mean I should jump face first into a black hole of broken promises.
I was taught I have free will. I was born not by my own choosing, but by anotherās. I am issued the qualities of my being, my looks, physicality and brains, by someone the church said lives beyond the clouds. I am not a being of my own choosing, but am free to make choices for myself. I choose to believe life has but one outcome, eternal dark; nothingness, you canāt bring anything of this life into the next life because there isnāt one. This fatalism makes me invincible, indestructible, as there is nothing to fear in life as it is only temporary and uncertain. Believing this is the key to my freedom, my independence from rules, from laws, particularly those of men.
I looked at Rosemary, beautiful, wanting, and I gave into her needs, and my own. The lovemaking was ferocious. We clung to one another and embraced and clenched each otherās bodies and nerve endings into the paradise of this unknown god, for if he created a paradise it was here on earth, and was within the body of this loving woman. We are good together; we blend together like entangled particles, inseparable for this moment. We both screamed a little when our own Big Bang occurred.
āYou sure you donāt love me, just a little?ā Rosemary asked, strumming the dark hairs on my stomach with her finger. āThat was very special for me. That wasnāt sex.ā
āItās not sex, Rosemary, itās fucking. Iāll give you that much. And there is a difference. You have sex with a cold unresponsive wife, or a hooker, or your best boy, with a surrogate to make children or whatever else youāre into, but fucking, well, you fuck someone you have passion for. I have passion for you. But I donāt love you.ā
Rosemary laid her head on my chest and continued to twirl her finger on my stomach.
āWell, that wasnāt sex, or fucking, when you come that hard itās love, thatās my definition. Iāve had plenty of sex, fucking, Iām older than you. But Iāve never come that hard, or that fast. That makes it special. And love is special, Jack. Itās something special between two people. I donāt mind that you donāt feel you love me, but I mind that you donāt believe there is such a thing as love, because there is, and someday you will believe
in it.ā
She is trying to convince me with logic, prove her love theorem using her intelligence. For some reason I found this adorable, touching, likeable, and I found in a small way it changed my feeling towards Rosemary a little, made it better, better than it was with my wife Elle. But then Rosemary and I were more alike than Elle and me. With Elle it was always her head and her looks, with Rosemary it has never been anything but, well, fucking. It was better than just sex, but was only fucking. āIt can be whatever you want it to be, Rosemary,ā I said, kissing the top of her head. āYou want love, it can be love. But donāt ask me what it is. Just let it be whatever it feels like to you, and if it feels like love, then it is. Everything in the universe is only a perception. How it looks or feels to you is how it is. I believe in separate realities, separate and distinct realities exist for everyone, thatās what is real.ā
Rosemary lifted her head up and gave me a screwy look. āI have no idea what all thatās about. I know what I feel--itās simple, itās easy, itās natural. It comes to me as easy as breathing. How much did you have to drink before you got here?ā
āNot enough.ā
āLet me get you one, then,ā Rosemary said, and bounced up off the bed.
āIāve got to get going.ā
āWhere?ā
She made me think: yeah, where? Elle wasnāt home. I was done for the day. And there was plenty of free bourbon at Rosemaryās.
āMy husband wonāt be home for hours. Letās party a little. Cāmon, pool man, pool boy, physicist, hang out for a while and explain the stars to me.ā
āBourbon, big glass, no ice.ā
Guest Interview:
āNewest release?
I have eight novels and a collection of romantic short
stories titled Nude Swimming in print now. I'm working on a mystery titled
Blood Libel with a female detective, Benham, who appears in three of my other
novels. My newest release For the Love of Wolves is a story about an elderly
woman who shoots a bounty hunter to protect an imaginary wolf. Wolves are
a couple of my favorite characters, and I mean real Gray Wolves, not fantasy
werewolves.
What can we expect from your
stories, action, drama, romance, sex, blood and guts?
In my crime novels youāll find action,
drama, and the blood and guts. The Pool Boyās Beatitude you might classify as a
dark romance. There is some tasteful sex, even a woman into BDSM. I should have
written Fifty Shades of Gray.
Do you have a favorite character in
your stories? Who? and Why?
Iām very fond of Jack Joseph my errant
Pool Boy, heās a little like me. But I also have a female character, Maggie
Harrington, who is the wolf lover in three novels.
Give us an interesting fun fact or a
few about your book or series:
I really do know how to clean a
swimming pool. The inspiration for the two stories with wolves came from my
personal experience of raising a pair of wolf hybrids.
Has there been any other authors who
have inspired your work or helped you out with your stories?
Hemingway and Tennyson.
What can readers who enjoy your book
do to help make it successful?
Review them on Amazon and Goodreads or
any review sites. The reviews do help attract further readers.
Do you have any tips for readers or
advice for other writers trying to get published?
Write the best book you can, edit it,
edit it, and then edit it again. When itās finally done, donāt ever give up on
it. And donāt discount self-publishing. There are many agents recommending it
now as the best deal out there for writers.
Do you have a favorite author? If
yes, what draws you to that personās work?
Hemingway, because his writing is
direct, simple and understandable. I donāt care for esoteric stories where you
need a compass to find the theme.
Can you remember one of the first
things you wrote? What makes it memorable?
Maggie Elizabeth Harrington, my first
finished and published novel.
Where do you gather most of the
inspiration for your work?
We all intake a lot of information in
this highly technical world. What I absorb I tend to think about, and what
impacts me becomes a theme. I write a story by first doing a characterization
and then putting them into a conflict, from the character and conflict a story
will always develop.
Do you have any other interesting
hobbies, pets or stories you would like to share?
Favorite places to travel or visit?
I have a feral cat and would like one
day to visit the holy land.
And now, before you go, how about a snippet from your book
that is meant to intrigue and tantalize us: (Include links to where we can find
your work)
http://www.magicmasterminds.com/djswykert
Also available
on iTunes, B & N, Kobo and Goodreads.
The Pool Boy's Beatitude
I pulled her so close to me I thought I heard a rib crack. āYes, itās for real,
and forever,ā I said, with my arrangement with
Rosemary fresh in my mind, but Delilah, no, Sarah, fresh in my heart. As much
as Rosemary was a part of my head, my lifeline to drugs and cash, Sarah was my
lifeline to my spirit and soul.
āI mean it, Jack. This is real for me. Itās the love Iāve always looked for and
never felt. Iāve had relationships, several, but this feeling I get with us,
when you touch me, when we kiss, Iāve never had before. Iāve been married, and
it was sexual, and it was good, and I donāt say that to hurt your feelings, but
in spite of how good that part of it was, it wasnāt enough, it didnāt satisfy.
Youāre the one that satisfies.ā
Talk about the human conscience, the awareness of our actions, the
consequences. This stung like the welting I administered to Rosemaryās
derriere. It pinched me: slit me open like a dull blade, every inch stinging
more than the inch before. āI love you Sarah, thatās the truth of me.ā
Sarah nodded and kissed me, a warm moist kiss, with real passion, not a herky
jerky fever fraught with sexual tension, but true passion that penetrates the
skin, gets into your fiber; that you feel to the bones. That night we slept
together in a huddle, like lambs, like a pile of kittens, my bones against her
bones, and we rested.
Links to the
book:
DJ Swykert is a former 911 operator and fiction writer living in Burlington, NC. His work has appeared in The Tampa Review, Detroit News, Coe Review, Monarch Review, the Newer York, Lunch Ticket, Gravel, Zodiac Review, Barbaric Yawp and Bull. His novels include The Pool Boy's Beatitude, Children of the Enemy, Maggie Elizabeth Harrington, Alpha Wolves, For the Love of Wolves, Sweat Street, Nude Swimming and The Death of Anyone.
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